Every day is a new day and not everything makes sense in each new day. Sometimes our emotions will run wild and we're not sure what's happening because new things will affect us differently than we think they will.
Love is strange sometimes too. Sometimes the fear of losing someone you love will grip your heart in terror and make you do things you never thought you would/could do.
God is always good. He cares what you do but at the same time he will always take you back no matter what you've done.
It's nice to see the people that demostrate that same kind of love that God has even though they may not realize that's what they're doing. Its still a beautiful thing. It's refreshing too.
Friendships are priceless. There will always be that one person that knows you better than anyone else does. This can be good or it can be bad. Whichever that person decides to make it. If you're like me, you only trust those certain people that are worthy of trusting with your innermost feelings, truths, desires, heartaches and special smiles. Those people will never be forgotten and never fully let go. They may slip out for a while but they always manage to slip back in somehow.
Helping people is my thing. I've seen a lot of death lately and I've poured my energy into trying to make them live again. All of my energy has resulted in failure. That's okay though because God's plan for that is a lot bigger and I will just continue to do as much as I can. It was brought to my attention that it's not just that I like helping people but I like helping people LIVE! Life is great. Sometimes it sucks, yes. Sometimes death seems more appropriate than life and I have felt that way many times before. But still, here we are, in these amazing bodies that only God could have made, so we might as well take what He gives to us and try to give our best with what we have and let Him be God and let Him atake care of us and live out His love. The greatest thing we can give is our love. Some people may turn it down and some people may try to take more than we are capable of giving but still, in my opinion, the best thing we can give is our love.
People need people. People need love. Some have more to give than others.
We all have bad days but we all still have that one, that special person that will be there when no one else can or will.
Don't turn down love. It may not be the same it's always been. It may be better than ever before.
Love doesn't turn away. Love doesn't leave. Love make mistakes but true love is always true.
Love learns
Love laughs
Love hopes
Love mourns
Love helps
Love endures
Love respects
It's patient and gives
It steps back and waits
It stands and keeps standing
My love is true. It's different now than ever before. I thought I understood it years ago but sometimes things happens and things change and some people come along and you learn more than you ever thought possible. This is beautiful.
Its not always appealing how things come about but there are no regrets. There are lessons learned. There is tragedy. There are tears. There are smiles. There's still sunsine :)
And there's always love.
Friends made.
