So many things on my heart and mind tonight. It seems like they are almost fighting each other. It's been a battle. I don't necessarily like it. I'm up for a good challenge but when there's so much conflict between my heart and my head, I become overloaded and exhausted.

I don't know what more to say tonight. My writings could easily become ramblings and I don't want that.

I'm tired. I am now on antibiotics, on top of the pain meds and muscle relaxers. My physical health frustrates me. One day I will be better though.

I think it's time for sleep.