Tuesday Tuesday

Today has not been what I expected. It has been so much better. I love being in a band and playing music and singing. I know it's just a "church praise band and praise team" but we do really well and are a really good band. I am honored to play with the people I play with and there are a couple that I really enjoy singing with. So today I got to sing with those people. We rehearsed "Never Alone" by Barlow Girl and OH MY GOSH it sounds so good. I'm really excited! When the full band plays it's going to be amazing!

Every bit of my day with Nate was wonderful. We got to talk a lot after practice and it's nice being able to get on the same page with a few things.

This evening was really good too. Carol has been encouraging me to go to Celebrate Recovery. I finally went tonight and she went with me. She's such a good friend to me. I'm glad I have her. There's never been even a hint of judgement for any of my past and she has helped me a lot with many things and I found out tonight that she has been in many of the same spots I have been in, and then some. It's just nice to have her and know that I can tell her anything and that it will be safe with her, but not only that, she will help me with these things too. She pretty much knows everything there is to know about me and I'm glad that she does. She's like a second mom and I've never had openness with my mom like I have with her and I love this.

I'm thankful for this wonderful say. Now it's time for some rest. I'm really tired.