Sunshine and Smiles

Change is on the menu.
It's about time huh?
Yes, I agree.
Sometimes I have to reach my breaking point and I know I'm there. I've felt like I was there before but I know there is no turning back now. I hate how things have come about but I am stubborn and have little follow through sometimes due to fear. I know I've been scared of leaving but I am now to the point that I am more afraid of staying. It's more clear now than ever. Temperaments can change but people don't. It's evident with whoever you look at. My temperament changes drastically depending on who I'm surrounded by but I am still Candice through and through.
I choose life. I choose peace. I choose safety. I choose health. I choose sunshine and smiles. That's what I need and that's what I've been told I deserve.
This will not be easy, nor relaxing, nor comfortable. But the ones who love me will help me persevere to make it through this and find the life I should have already found.
Thank you to those you have helped me see truth and see light in all this.
I wouldn't have even begun to start to care about myself without the initial love and care of my dearest. That's where it begins and that's where it continues. Thank you love.