Easy button please?

I obviously can't follow through when I say I will quit blogging. It's about the best form of relief I have to get out some thing that I want to say. So, I guess I'll stay awhile longer.

I was going to post the video of Makenna's Christmas party/recital but it will take about an hour and a half and I didn't have time to do that yesterday.

I'm not feeling well today. My insides still feel like they could fall out of me at any given second. It makes me feel like I have to walk weird to hold it all in. that's gross, yes. I hope that this feeling will be taken care of very soon so I can feel better.

All afternoon the kids have been playing "Nate, Jessica, and Lily". Weird. I happen to be Jessica's Mom. Weird again.

My new camera is amazing. I put on my Christmas list this year that I wanted a Canon. That's all I put because I don't know details of cameras. I didn't think I would get one but here it is. I'm really happy about it. I still don't know much about it but I'm happy to learn.

I know that finals are this week for many people. I only have one Monday, unless the snow cancels classes, which I think will happen because it's nasty outside right now. So I should have a day or 2 longer to work on it. I will pray lots for those with many more and more difficult finals this week.

My heart and mind are bombarded with so much right now. Sometimes I don't know what to do. I wish there was an easy button to make things easier and more convenient and less painful. I don't want to be depressed but it still overtakes me. I want happiness to invade. I'm waiting for that still. I believe it will come with time.

I don't know what else to say. I'm just still hurting and I wait for God to work all of that out.